I am lonely af. In a new city sience around two months I still dont know anyone
I study and work from home but shit
Idk Im socially doing really bad, Im shy but other people just seem to have friends efortressly
For me, my friends are just online friends and they dont seem to ever give enough shit about me to meet me irl
Me myself idk how and where to meet people
Others tell me Im too passive to actually have friends but like??? How can I not be?
I'm not going to bother some random people outside busy with their stuff, I'm a random, when I join some sort of classes to "meet new people" everyone seems to be busy too,I'm busy,I dont want to bother them
In general I always just feel like I would bother others if I dont know them so idk how to get to know anyone
But I cant stand just staying Alone all the time
Not to mention I would want it to be with people I share intreates,views on life
I just feel so sad I dont have that which seems to Basic for other people ... And so easy
While I struggle on it sience middle school